A story tells that two friends were walking through the desert. During some point of the journey they had an argument, and one friend slapped the other one in the face.
The one who got slapped was hurt, but without saying anything, wrote in the sand:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE.
They kept on walking until they found an oasis, where they decided to take a bath. The one who had been slapped got stuck in the mire and started drowning, but the friend saved him.
After he recovered from the near drowning, he wrote on a stone:
TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE.
The friend who had slapped and saved his best friend asked him, "After I hurt you, you wrote in the sand and now, you write on a stone, why?"
The other friend replied "When someone hurts us we should write it down in sand where winds of forgiveness can erase it away. But, when someone does something good for us, we must engrave it in stone where no wind can ever erase it."
LEARN TO WRITE YOUR HURTS IN THE SAND AND TO CARVE YOUR BENEFITS IN STONE.
p/s : credits to nadia-shukri.blogspot.com
When i'm not in the mood..
i hate it when i'm having a mood swing
it feels like hell
everything makes me crazy and i'm like a time-bomb!
am gonna blow-up in a few seconds!
sometimes it feels weird when suddenly i have this 'emo' thing
i'm not emo!
but feels like one!
aaarrgh!
i'm sick of fb-ing
i'm sick of twitter-ing
i'm sick of blog-ing too!
aarggh!
it feels like hell
everything makes me crazy and i'm like a time-bomb!
am gonna blow-up in a few seconds!
sometimes it feels weird when suddenly i have this 'emo' thing
i'm not emo!
but feels like one!
aaarrgh!
i'm sick of fb-ing
i'm sick of twitter-ing
i'm sick of blog-ing too!
aarggh!
Blog walking..
i'm bored..so i went blog walking just now. i've visited many blogs, my friends and some other people i don't know..and then back to my blog to post something out..the best thing when we do blog walking is, we can see how people express their thought or speak their mind in it. i LOVE reading others blog. it keeps me alive to see how people live their live..=)
well, i read this one blog of a girl, i attracted to what she had posted. even though it's a typical girly blog ( talked about boys, love, secret admirer etc. ), but she seems to live her life to its fullest!she enjoyed everything she did and surprisingly for a girl blogger, there's no bad-talking about other people!that's why i kept visiting her blog and read even her older post..keep it up girl!
ever since of Brighton Beach International Triathlon the other day, i tried to find and read some of the triathletes blog. luckily i found 3 of them, who actively participate in every triathlon race around Malaysia, and also in international level. reading their blogs made me wondering, how do they manage to do the race (as far as i know, it's freaking tired race; swimming, cycling & running-for somehow an Olyimpic distant or more!).the best thing is, i can see all the pictures and it keeps me alive..hehe..to see some champion on the run =). well, if you guys interested to read their blog, just click on link ( i put triathlete beside their names )..
but, of all blogs, i love Tasnim's blog!she's my classmate and she's the top student of our faculty!amazing isn't it?she has a good english and reading her blog is like, "i'm learning grammar"..hehe..maybe she don't know this, but i admire her since our first class in UiTM. i admire her courage and adore her personality very much. she's so BUBBLY!*wink to Tas!
well, done with the blog walking thing. actually i have many favorite blogs. if i comments on every blog, that might take a long hour because it's like billion of it!..haha..well, i love every single blog that i've read, especially those blog who i already linked..=)
see you on the next post!
xoxo!
p/s : I LOVE THEM!
BIGBANG
well, i read this one blog of a girl, i attracted to what she had posted. even though it's a typical girly blog ( talked about boys, love, secret admirer etc. ), but she seems to live her life to its fullest!she enjoyed everything she did and surprisingly for a girl blogger, there's no bad-talking about other people!that's why i kept visiting her blog and read even her older post..keep it up girl!
ever since of Brighton Beach International Triathlon the other day, i tried to find and read some of the triathletes blog. luckily i found 3 of them, who actively participate in every triathlon race around Malaysia, and also in international level. reading their blogs made me wondering, how do they manage to do the race (as far as i know, it's freaking tired race; swimming, cycling & running-for somehow an Olyimpic distant or more!).the best thing is, i can see all the pictures and it keeps me alive..hehe..to see some champion on the run =). well, if you guys interested to read their blog, just click on link ( i put triathlete beside their names )..
but, of all blogs, i love Tasnim's blog!she's my classmate and she's the top student of our faculty!amazing isn't it?she has a good english and reading her blog is like, "i'm learning grammar"..hehe..maybe she don't know this, but i admire her since our first class in UiTM. i admire her courage and adore her personality very much. she's so BUBBLY!*wink to Tas!
well, done with the blog walking thing. actually i have many favorite blogs. if i comments on every blog, that might take a long hour because it's like billion of it!..haha..well, i love every single blog that i've read, especially those blog who i already linked..=)
see you on the next post!
xoxo!
p/s : I LOVE THEM!
BIGBANG
Grateful..
i'm 22 now and in february 2010, 1'll be 23. what a long journey i have been thru. looking back in time, i remember how ungrateful i am. i always unsatisfied with what i got. namely; academic, friends, love and family affair. everything seems imbalance and i always get lost myself. it felt like this world is unfair to me. why others have what i don't?that's the question that had been mingling in my mind during my teen days..
but now, i'm grateful of who i am, i know i'm great in academics ( that's if i have determination to success ), i know i have a superb family that stand both behind and beside me, i know i have wonderful friends who always inspire me and i know i have everyone who cares for me, stand beside me. and i'm grateful for that. oh!something i forgot, i know i'm a good Catholic, even if i seldomly go to church to pray..but i'm grateful for always obeying the God rules and the Ten Amendments..
since ago, i love to watch people around me. i love to study them if i could. to me, people's life is so amazing. how they survive and how they live in this world is something magical. some has to face challenging obstacles to go thru their life and some just say what they want and they will get it. life is something precious. i don't know why some other people took an easy way to end their miserable life ( talking about suicide ). don't they love themselves?i do..
along this almost 23 years life of mine, i saw so many things in my life. sorrow, happiness, joy, love and so on. i experience everything and still wondering what the future has plan for me..hopefully good dow~
the most painful moment is when me and my friend decided to take our own path. it's painful. i wondered why we can't be like others, who care about their friend.i know i am..but why can't they?i love friendship as much as i love myself. it's an important part in my life, but everytimes,it will ruins. i guess i can't never find a thru friendship..hopefully just for now. i have a long way to go to accomplish all my goals, and definitely, in the future, i need a shoulder to cry on when i'm in terrible situation..*sigh*
when i met new friend, they always asked me, "do you have boyfriend?". i admit, sometimes it feels like i wanna slap them. but that's impossible..i learn thru time and i know how to cool myself down. when i answered, "no lah. i don't have one ", they started to question me "why?impossible you don't have anyone in your mind"..hell yes. i do have someone in my mind. so what?family comes first my dear friend.besides, i hate to involve myself in that super-complicated matters. it's not that i don't want to love someone, i do, but it's not the time yet..still a long way to go bebeh..=) so bye2 love for now..see you in the future..ngeheehe..
there's a few things that i really wanted to try..here's the list :
1) bungee jumping - love the adrenaline rush bebeh!
2) triathlon - i really wanna try this one out. but have to lose weight lor~haha
3) travel to Japan - i love this country so much!
4) sailing on a boat in the middle of the ocean - i love water!
5) driving a superb sports car; ferrari, porche, lamborghini - for once!
6) conquered my fear of heights - this one i wish i can overcome it..
7) have a nice coffee talk with Tun Dr. Mahathir - SALUTE!
8) go to church as often as i can..-amen
9) play guitar! - i've tried it once and i failed :(
10) learn ninjutsu - i love martial arts!
i only listed out 10 things only because if it's more than that, i'll started to get confused..haha..accomplish this 10 and i'll make a new list!yeayy!
well, got to go for now..got something to do. see you in my next post..
ja mata ne!
but now, i'm grateful of who i am, i know i'm great in academics ( that's if i have determination to success ), i know i have a superb family that stand both behind and beside me, i know i have wonderful friends who always inspire me and i know i have everyone who cares for me, stand beside me. and i'm grateful for that. oh!something i forgot, i know i'm a good Catholic, even if i seldomly go to church to pray..but i'm grateful for always obeying the God rules and the Ten Amendments..
since ago, i love to watch people around me. i love to study them if i could. to me, people's life is so amazing. how they survive and how they live in this world is something magical. some has to face challenging obstacles to go thru their life and some just say what they want and they will get it. life is something precious. i don't know why some other people took an easy way to end their miserable life ( talking about suicide ). don't they love themselves?i do..
along this almost 23 years life of mine, i saw so many things in my life. sorrow, happiness, joy, love and so on. i experience everything and still wondering what the future has plan for me..hopefully good dow~
the most painful moment is when me and my friend decided to take our own path. it's painful. i wondered why we can't be like others, who care about their friend.i know i am..but why can't they?i love friendship as much as i love myself. it's an important part in my life, but everytimes,it will ruins. i guess i can't never find a thru friendship..hopefully just for now. i have a long way to go to accomplish all my goals, and definitely, in the future, i need a shoulder to cry on when i'm in terrible situation..*sigh*
when i met new friend, they always asked me, "do you have boyfriend?". i admit, sometimes it feels like i wanna slap them. but that's impossible..i learn thru time and i know how to cool myself down. when i answered, "no lah. i don't have one ", they started to question me "why?impossible you don't have anyone in your mind"..hell yes. i do have someone in my mind. so what?family comes first my dear friend.besides, i hate to involve myself in that super-complicated matters. it's not that i don't want to love someone, i do, but it's not the time yet..still a long way to go bebeh..=) so bye2 love for now..see you in the future..ngeheehe..
there's a few things that i really wanted to try..here's the list :
1) bungee jumping - love the adrenaline rush bebeh!
2) triathlon - i really wanna try this one out. but have to lose weight lor~haha
3) travel to Japan - i love this country so much!
4) sailing on a boat in the middle of the ocean - i love water!
5) driving a superb sports car; ferrari, porche, lamborghini - for once!
6) conquered my fear of heights - this one i wish i can overcome it..
7) have a nice coffee talk with Tun Dr. Mahathir - SALUTE!
8) go to church as often as i can..-amen
9) play guitar! - i've tried it once and i failed :(
10) learn ninjutsu - i love martial arts!
i only listed out 10 things only because if it's more than that, i'll started to get confused..haha..accomplish this 10 and i'll make a new list!yeayy!
well, got to go for now..got something to do. see you in my next post..
ja mata ne!
I decided not to hide anymore..
yeah..as it said. i decided to use my real name for my second blog. my first blog kind of messy because i used to critically "critics" people..haha..so, i decided to be more brave and more open to all..hehe..actually, i'm tired hiding myself thru my altar ego. people know me as m*** k*****, but now i want people to know the real me..*sigh*
i'm afraid because i'm an outspoken person in real or thru blog. but i guess i have to take the risks and open my mind widely. get bitten might a good thing sometimes. to wake me up when i'm wrong and let me learn from what i do bad. well, it's not likely i'm a BAD person but it's just i'm a freethinker. i said what in my mind and sometimes,i know, i could hurt people's feeling. sorry, but that is who i am. sometimes i feel guilty, that's why i immediately apologies, but as people said, terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya..well..
luckily, my friends is quiet open and they can accept me for who i am.that's why i love them!yippie!
when i think back of what i've done in the past, i always wondering, if i can go back thru time and fix all my mistakes. but i know i can't and that's kept me moving on and forgot all the past. even i'm never gonna forget it..but i'm trying..*sigh*
year 2009 had taught me the toughest experience in my life. from academic to friendship..it's all a brand new experience for me. the feel of betrayal and ego made me better person. i know i can't trust people 100%, but the least i can do is put some faith in whatever i do..
luckily, i'm not involving myself in LOVE. i let myself stray far away from that subject and avoid it as far as i can. academic is one tough things to accomplish and LOVE is one thing that i should forget for a while. i'm happily announce that i'm SINGLE and i'm SUPER HAPPY being one!hehe..
got many things to do dow~when i'm busy, i hate to think about commitment. i'm not prepare for it yet. the time will come. i believe there's someone that meant to be my soulmate,partner-in-crime and a friend who can be by my side forever..but the time hasn't come yet. there are still many things i need to accomplish before i can think of my own happiness. family come first..
last weekend, i attended Brighton Beach International Triathlon 2009 at Park City Hotel in Miri. me and my dad, with a few friends, was chose to be the finishing judges, which is a tough duty; recording the time, jote down the triathlete numbers and so on.. it was my fourth year involved in this triathlon and i love to be part of it.hopefully next year i can be part of it too..=)
seeing their determination of winning and reached the finishing line almost brought tears to me. some were badly injured and some had to fight with asthma, but still, they ran the race. i know how tough it is doing triathlon. especially when it's Olympic distant. i bet it was like hell. with the hot weather and sun doesn't seem have pity to all the triahletes. but still, 99% of the triathletes made it to the finishing line. only one triathlete couldn't make it because he was in accident during cycling.
and it started to grow some interest in me. i started to feel, i can do triathlon to!i love extreme games since i was kid and involving in triathlon might be a future plan for me..hopefully so..ngehehe..
sadly, i didn't took much picture during the race day. i was busy "layan" my period pain and just sat at the finishing judges table all the time!damn!i hate it when my stomach started to cramp!it kills the mood..but seeing all triathletes, who manage to reach the finishing line, it cools me down...
well, enough of the triathlon. next, my dad planning to take us to Borneo Tropical Rainforest!yippie yeayy!can't wait. i love mother nature and can't wait to go there. people said it was amazing and fresh...ngehehehee...can't wait!
well, it's already past my bedtime hour already. need some sleep dow~that's all for now. see you in my next post! i bet more enjoyable post coming from me..ngiaahahaha...puji diri sendiri..
oyasumi!
i'm afraid because i'm an outspoken person in real or thru blog. but i guess i have to take the risks and open my mind widely. get bitten might a good thing sometimes. to wake me up when i'm wrong and let me learn from what i do bad. well, it's not likely i'm a BAD person but it's just i'm a freethinker. i said what in my mind and sometimes,i know, i could hurt people's feeling. sorry, but that is who i am. sometimes i feel guilty, that's why i immediately apologies, but as people said, terlajak perahu boleh diundur, terlajak kata buruk padahnya..well..
luckily, my friends is quiet open and they can accept me for who i am.that's why i love them!yippie!
when i think back of what i've done in the past, i always wondering, if i can go back thru time and fix all my mistakes. but i know i can't and that's kept me moving on and forgot all the past. even i'm never gonna forget it..but i'm trying..*sigh*
year 2009 had taught me the toughest experience in my life. from academic to friendship..it's all a brand new experience for me. the feel of betrayal and ego made me better person. i know i can't trust people 100%, but the least i can do is put some faith in whatever i do..
luckily, i'm not involving myself in LOVE. i let myself stray far away from that subject and avoid it as far as i can. academic is one tough things to accomplish and LOVE is one thing that i should forget for a while. i'm happily announce that i'm SINGLE and i'm SUPER HAPPY being one!hehe..
got many things to do dow~when i'm busy, i hate to think about commitment. i'm not prepare for it yet. the time will come. i believe there's someone that meant to be my soulmate,partner-in-crime and a friend who can be by my side forever..but the time hasn't come yet. there are still many things i need to accomplish before i can think of my own happiness. family come first..
last weekend, i attended Brighton Beach International Triathlon 2009 at Park City Hotel in Miri. me and my dad, with a few friends, was chose to be the finishing judges, which is a tough duty; recording the time, jote down the triathlete numbers and so on.. it was my fourth year involved in this triathlon and i love to be part of it.hopefully next year i can be part of it too..=)
seeing their determination of winning and reached the finishing line almost brought tears to me. some were badly injured and some had to fight with asthma, but still, they ran the race. i know how tough it is doing triathlon. especially when it's Olympic distant. i bet it was like hell. with the hot weather and sun doesn't seem have pity to all the triahletes. but still, 99% of the triathletes made it to the finishing line. only one triathlete couldn't make it because he was in accident during cycling.
and it started to grow some interest in me. i started to feel, i can do triathlon to!i love extreme games since i was kid and involving in triathlon might be a future plan for me..hopefully so..ngehehe..
sadly, i didn't took much picture during the race day. i was busy "layan" my period pain and just sat at the finishing judges table all the time!damn!i hate it when my stomach started to cramp!it kills the mood..but seeing all triathletes, who manage to reach the finishing line, it cools me down...
well, enough of the triathlon. next, my dad planning to take us to Borneo Tropical Rainforest!yippie yeayy!can't wait. i love mother nature and can't wait to go there. people said it was amazing and fresh...ngehehehee...can't wait!
well, it's already past my bedtime hour already. need some sleep dow~that's all for now. see you in my next post! i bet more enjoyable post coming from me..ngiaahahaha...puji diri sendiri..
oyasumi!
